The Ultimate Dreamer

the agony of waiting is over

Nov. 17th, 2009 at 1:32 AM

I PASSED.

After two weeks na drama, good news came. Hindi pa 100% na good news pero something that made me smile. I got a part-time job. :) At least, I am semi-unemployed. :) While waiting for the right job, I'm going to work hard for my part-time job! :) Finally, mababayaran ko na ang dress at makakapagshopping na ako. Yes, I'm ready for heels. Good luck! <3 Tama na muna ang drama!

Nakalimutan ko na yata...

Oct. 30th, 2009 at 12:40 AM

kung paano mag-move on. Oh well, tinatatak ko na sa utak ko na PINAASA ako ng company ng supposed to be pagtratrabahuan ko. After meeting all those big bosses and saying HIRED KA NA! Sino bang hindi matutuwa na sa wakas hindi ka na parte ng unemployed population. Tapos ngayon eto bum pa rin ako, umaasa pa rin sa magulang ko. Pamasahe, pambili. Nakaka-quilty kaya minsan to tell to my mom, "Ma, wala na tayong cooking oil, mineral water, etc at dumating na yung bill ng meralco, maynilad, etc." Kahit hindi naman ako obligado mag bigay ng kahit ano sa bahay, minsan yung mga bagay na pwede mo naman gawin, gagawin mo. At, yung mga bagay na pwede mong bilhin hindi mo na sasabihin sa parents mo na "Bilin mo naman yun, instead, binili ko, wala lang." Higit naman sa materyal na bagay yung habol ko naman dun. Ang nangyari kasi UMASA ako dun sa company. Pinaniwala ako na parte na ako ng work force. Naiinis ako kasi nasasaktan ako. Sinaktan ako. Sana bukas, maging maayos na lahat. Sana natuto na ako ngumiti. Ayoko na ng ganitong buhay. Sawa na ako. Sana talaga maging maayos na.

sweet caroline :)

Oct. 28th, 2009 at 3:45 AM

Puck <3. tama minsan si em, i fall head over heals sa mga guys na ma-muscles + can sing + can play instrument/s. Oh well. ~~Consistent.~~ Tingan natin sa pang-apat na makakapag-fall sa akin. Ma-muscles + can sing+ can play instrument/s. HAHAHA I don't know sa dating ultimate UA&P crush ko kung kumakanta siya and can play an instrument. Puck, i love you last week. :)

gLeek

Oct. 28th, 2009 at 3:19 AM

Can't fight this feeling anymore.

Sat.

Oct. 25th, 2009 at 3:24 AM

Went to Chopi's first birthday. Habol namin dun talaga pagkain. Oh well. Anyway, it served as GAP's monthly get-together. Wala lang. We just want to go out. We missed the old school tambay. Salamat sa lagundi at strepsils. Hindi na ako masyado maingay. I just hope maging maayos na yung boses ko. I need a job. Naudlot kasi. SO, I badly need one.

San Beda was defeated by San Sebastian after three years. See, i am more of a NCAA than UAAP fan but I am fan back when Yeo is still single and playing for DLSU. I hope to finally see and meet him in person. Sasabit ako sa PBA date ng kapatid at papa ko. :) HAHAHA kung nagkataon, it will be my first-ever PBA live game. :) *fingers crossed* Hindi kasi nila alam na seryoso ako sa pagbabasketball. Mahilig kasi akong magreklamo at mang-insulto. I guess, bawal na yun ngayon. :( Boo. JOKE. :)

~~(picture on my tumblr/ facebook)~~

thurs.

Oct. 22nd, 2009 at 11:28 PM

woke up early because of dad. Parehas na parehas sila ng nanay ko, mahilig tumawag sa kalagitnaan ng tulog ko. (Baka daw kasi hindi ako magising, worried) daw sila. Anyway, Dad called to ask me about work. Oh well. The only thing he said was "Apply ka na lang sa iba" matching those soft voice. He made my day. I just hope dad is okay now. His work and everything. :) Pa, i miss you. :)

Ang tagal magload ng Glee. Nawawala tuloy ang momentum. Restart lang pala ang kailangan.

No colds. Paos at itchy throat pa rin. :(

Had ym conversation with rocell. She told me that she's going to ask my application in Diwa. I told her to ask them so I can move on. But, i applied in AF via email. Keeping my fingers crossed. :) Thanks, rocell. i miss you in person. *hug*smiling na ulit. :)

WED.

Oct. 22nd, 2009 at 12:38 AM

Tamang Chismosa lang asked Ruby about her status. It's kinda sad. Her friend died last night (car accident in NLEX) :(. Sabi naman ninya more prayer warriors, kaya okay lang. Syempre no laughing emoticons. Anyway, day 2 of colds, my throat is itchy. :( WAAH!

Btw, watched NCAA cheedance. San Beda's cheerdancers composed of men and five girls. WOAH. New thing. I thought cheerdance is only for girls or dominated by pretty-slim-popular girls. Oh well. Seeing boys dance like girls, it was a winner. :) Too bad San beda placed last this year. But Altas deserved the top slot. Consistent talaga ako ayoko ng EAC. After what they said to our pep squad back in 2006. No longer care for them. :)

Diwa didn't call for the next step to do. But giving them till this week. If there's no any call or email. GOODBYE. :(

Photobooth-ing alone. Here's my pic. I love my bangs. David's is my salon.

EPIC FAIL

Oct. 21st, 2009 at 2:50 AM

woke up with a 'ngongo' voice. I knew that there's something wrong with me. I have to remove my retainers because of itchy and sore throat. The itchy and sore throat was gone now. At this very minute, I have mild going to severe colds. I stopped counting how many times i sneezed since i woke up. :( All i want to do is sleep, however, i do not want to be a bum. Did some laundry stuff and hurrah. Thank you Mr. Washing Machine for doing the laundry. I just have to hang them. HAHA Here's my picture of the day. Mukhang umiiyak lang pero hindi naman talaga. :)

on Glee

Oct. 21st, 2009 at 12:38 AM

watched the four Glee episodes tonight. 1 Gossip Girl episode. WOAH. Wasn't able to watch a decent show on local TV today. My whole afternoon spent watching The Jane Austen Book Club. Oh well. :) HAHA Sana wag na lumalablf si Rachel. I like her being single. Hindi sa kanya bagay ang mga pastweetums na role. William, wake up. HAYNAKO. SAKIT SA PUSO Ginagawa ng asawa mo. OK. affected much. Later will be another episode of Glee (the recent one) TAMANG ADDICT LANG. :) Btw, i really want that skirt. HAY.

Glee Week

Oct. 20th, 2009 at 6:03 PM

is back watching Glee. :) I miss. :)

WANTED:JOAL!!

Oct. 20th, 2009 at 4:43 AM

Remember purple bear-ry!

Noong last week ko lang siya nilaban, first time! :)

See :)

Oct. 20th, 2009 at 4:24 AM

She wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts

I'm the cheer captain and She's on the bleacher

JUST MAYBE

Oct. 20th, 2009 at 3:28 AM

Have you ever thought JUST MAYBE, you belong with me.

BV kahapon

Oct. 20th, 2009 at 3:13 AM

kami ng kapatid ko. kahit 7pm na, umalis kami at nagpagupit. Fringe hair style daw yung akin. Oh well. Tignan natin pag hindi ko blinowd-ry. :) Here's my new look. :)

:)

Oct. 5th, 2009 at 8:27 PM

I'm giving tumblr a chance. :)

love at first sight

Sep. 24th, 2009 at 2:03 AM

Finally got a copy of this poem! :)

"Sa silindrong kulungan
ako’y naging buhay.
Gumawa ang ulan
ng rehas na patak.
Kisame naman ang payong
na malapad,
at ako’y sinigawan
ng hanging malakas.

Ngunit ayokong lumaya.
‘pagkat ako’y masaya
basta’t ikaw ang aking kaselda.

(Sana walang dumaang FX.)"

- Joem Antonio, “Habang Naghihintay ng FX"

BOARDS NA!

Sep. 21st, 2009 at 2:08 AM

Sa susunod na linggo. AT KABADO NA AKO! I'll be giving my all. :) For myself, for my family and of course for my God. :)

Lord...

Sep. 16th, 2009 at 6:08 PM

your will to be done not mine.
teach me.
i ask for wisdom,
as i take one giant step to reality.

hindi na talaga ako natuto!

Sep. 16th, 2009 at 4:48 PM

Hindi kasi kasya sa twitter or plurk kaya dito na lang. Grabe, ang sakit. Hindi na nga ako magpapadala sa mga external forces sa ibang parte ng buhay ko. Hay nako, ang sakit sobra. :) NO expectations, NO hurts. Anne, hindi ka na natuto talaga.

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